I understand your frustration Antennae, AND your determination, having felt both many many times throughout my building career. The determination you have inside will carry you far if you continue building radio gear, whether pirate or legal. Doggedly pushing through problems and faults will usually produce a working unit eventually. Determination is what many would-be builders lack. It's refreshing to see someone like you who is truly committed to his/her project. With that in mind I again urge you to put your efforts into a better design once you are satisfied with your Mighty Mike. I believe you can do it. And above all... have fun... 73!